Sunday, June 21, 2009

Mad

带着内疚的心情去学会...

带着疲惫的心情回家...

带着厌倦的心情去学校....

带着无辜的心情去补习...

带着虚假的心情去面对虚假朋友...

带着紧张的心情去表演...

带着热情的心情去对待真心对我好的朋友...

带着轻松的心情去冲凉...

带着酷酷的心情去面对我的亲戚...






其实我在你们的眼中还存在的吗?!

有些校友回来...

当我好像透明酱....

跟你们笑没有人理我...

想叫你们的名字...

可是看到你们酱..

我不想开口了...

亲戚也是酱...

对着你们这些人...

真的觉得很无奈....

,开始变得不想为别人着想...

,开始自我中心...

,开始乱发脾气...

,开始变得很冷淡....

,开始觉得人很恐怖...

以前冷静的我去了哪里?

是环境影响还是我自己的问题?

,很想去国外读书....

因为我不懂要怎样发泄...

只想逃避....

, 快疯了...




如果我没有认识你这朋友...

可能我会比较开心,自由...


5 comments:

  1. o.o.. @@
    bad thinking wo...
    dun think so much...
    n...
    personal mess :
    i missed ur presentation last few day ...
    then.. last sunday thinking to go see u dance 1...
    but...
    u absent..
    haizz..
    sad..
    :(

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  2. haiz..

    qian...

    u follow my old step ard..

    be strong...

    just do ur best..

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  3. a little QIAN~
    dont b avoid~
    i m yr assistant teacher,
    u can trust me,
    n also u must trust yrself!!
    take care^^

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  4. i sunday b chong hwa , din see u eh.. T.T
    if i see u , sure call u de.. but , 就是找不到你..
    ><

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  5. erm , i know that feeling , u dun understand why the people u know they all act cool act yeng ... actualli manythings also same as it , someday ... u will 看开.. remember , just use ur heart to smile , dun worry wat other ppl think about ^^

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