To my Mum:
*I'm a good girl -- my FAULT
*I listen what you said --my FAULT
*I'm 16/17 years old -- my FAULT
*You control me --my FAULT
*You not let me go out --my FAULT
*You said we no understand you --my FAULT
*You said we no shrewd --my FAULT
*You said I always compare with my friend --my FAULT
*You said we always waste your money --my FAULT
*You said I'm not good in study --my FAULT
*You said you wanna like ah ma "sleep" on the bed --my FAULT
*We make you cry --my FAULT
What i want to do ?
just only you will feel toilsome & stress?
How about us?!!!!
How about me ?
Why I wanna study again ?
You said I waste your money!
You called me don't study again...
You said this kind of thing to me...
I wont feel hurt?! You said I compare with my friends always...
I didn't compare with my friends...
just you take me to compare with them only..
not me !!!!
You said we not understand your feeling...
then how about you?
You also don't know what we thinking about..
You cried i will feel sorry...
Then we cry leh?
Did you have feel any sorry?
When we candid with you ..
you will cry and said we not understand you...
then how about us?!
I feel stress & tired with your all..
What can i do ?
I just can hide at the side and cry....
All my FAULT!
so please don't argue with this topic again ..
看了之后..
我不懂能说什么...
我只能默默接受....
不想理那么多了...
只是觉得自己很失败!
因为我真的累了!
总而言之全部都是我的错..OK?!