Life Always Give Us Surprise

最近听到一件我很不想听到的消息...
让我伤心, 不舍了很多天...

但就是哭不出来...

我的爱人嘉欣就快要移民了..

再想想我们之间的回忆..

其实我们经历过很多东西...

我们的友谊就想一本书那么厚...

对方的秘密都在彼此之间的心...

没有任何人知道...

彼此的坦白..

让我觉得欣慰...

原来我还有一位那么知心，真心的朋友...

喜欢这种感觉..

但时间，事实总是残酷...

听到这消息，讲真的我有点想和她一起移民XD...

但我需顾虑到学会，学业...

没有谁能够代替谁..

只有谁不记得谁....

希望你不会变到我不喜欢的性格...

希望我顾虑的东西都是梦...

我相信你，我相信我们之间的友谊...

也很珍惜彼此之间的友情...^^Y

最近听到一件让我很惊讶的事...

在想想为何我会在意..

是因为我以前误会了那个意思..

所以我才会在意?

不知道..

但我会好好的去反省...

把自己找回来...

最近看到一件让我很失望的事情...

为何她不懂得报恩?

为何她那么忘恩负义?

原来最假的还是你...

我对你很失望..

而且越来越不想理你...

但我做不出! =(

最近过着很开心的生活...

因为我大姐从美国回来..

跟他坦白了很多自己心里不满的东西...

开始进一步了解她..

虽然我们的年龄差很多年..

但相处得不错..

希望能持续下去..^.^

最近的天气让我感到无奈...

身边的人不是生病，就是伤风..

要不然就头痛..

有无奈..==

大家，好好的照顾自己的身体..

早点睡, 喝多点水..

尤其是考高初中统考和SPM的你们..

祝你们考试顺利!

加油!^.^

年终考前几天, 某些人讲的某些话..

让我耿耿于怀直到现在...

听着! 我是个有梦想的人..

不要毁了我的梦想!

我虽成绩不好...

但不代表我不能像我姐姐们穿上毕业服拍照..

我是我! 她们是她们!

在梦想不一样的情况下..

不要拿我和她们比较...

就如你只有数学厉害和

我只有科学厉害的原理一样罢了!

最近跟昱芬坐在一起..

那种感觉其实很舒服..

大家就做自己的东西...

有话题就很自然的说出来...

没有很特地的去找话题..

累的话就一起睡觉...

而且我发觉原来我们两人有共同点..

就是在认真做东西时都不爱讲话....

做完了才讲话...XD

而且成绩考到差不多一样..

有默契叻我们...^^Y

也很开心认识"象象"....

成绩派了..

没有我想像的那么差..

虽然不比上半年的好..

但有些有进步了..

谢谢佩欣和Faiz..

我会去拜神...

希望总平均不会退步到很厉害..

因为我下半年的平测真的很烂...T.T

最近在练习万人宴的舞..

与舞蹈学会一起上台表演...

我没有不爽,也没有什么..

只是对万人宴安排很失望...

失望到没有心去表演万人宴...

期待的心一点都没有...

我的心只是一直很期待去prom night 表演...

但身为副主席的我..

应该要以身作则，坚持下去..

讲真的, 我真的很想参与prom night的表演....T.T

谢谢颖倩给我的提议及劝告...

我会好好地去舍取...唉! T.T

*很残酷叻!*

今年的中秋节..

爸妈陪我一起点蜡烛..

有照片，但很少也很懒得放上来...

突然看见爸妈可爱的一面...

不错嘛!XD

部落格换了很多新歌..

有些是很旧的歌..

但我还是那么喜欢..

还是那么好听..

还是那么有味道...

Never say never by the Frag
-从网上找到这首歌时..开心到我发狂..实在太好听了...但我不能担保我不会听腻...=P
Look after you by the Frag
-我觉得还不错啦..开始喜欢the Frag 了...^^
Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson
-很早以前就很喜欢这首歌..很有意思的歌...
Saving all my love for you by Whitney Houston, Around the world by Aqua, Boom BooM Boom by Vengaboys
-在我很小的时候就听过了...突然在电视上听到这首歌...勾起了我小时候的回忆...^^
Fall, Suddenly, I wanted you by Ina
-我爱人嘉欣介绍给我听，虽没有看过她的样子..但她的声音、歌等都很好听...
Lemon Tree by Fools Garden
-这首就不用讲咯...每个人都听过..不过我觉得英文版的好听一点...是Faiz 提起我才记得这首歌..
Party in USA by Miley Cyrus
-在很多人的部落格听到..觉得很好听..她的歌开始越来越好听，虽然很多人不喜欢她...
She Wolf by Shakira
-在我小学4年级就开始觉得她的声音很特别, 歌很好听，跳舞又厉害...喜欢她在这首歌唱"woo"的声音...
Run this town by Jay-z Feat Rihanna, Kanye West
-在youtube 看到很多人的批评..但对我没有什么大的大的影响...因为有我的偶像Rihanna在...开始觉得她越来越有性格, 喜欢她独特的声音...^.^

Taged by my angel qian

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。
(5) 另加 --> 我想更了解你，所以没有部落格的，如可以，请信息回复我被点到的::

1. Caterpillar
2. Pei Hong
3. Demon Hui
4. 龙龙
5. Malao Mui
6. x2Jia
7. Yu Fen
8. Wan Chern
9. Angel
10. Yun Qian

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: Nope
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]:: Female
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: Dancing
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: Nope
05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: Yap
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: Not bad
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: Sure
08-[ 承上2号呢? ]:: Her fans kao her...
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: black or white gua...T.T
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: Nope
11-[ 8号的生日是? ]::erm...很好的问题...我只是懂她是一月的罢了...
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: same as mine
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: same society in 2006 & same class in 2007
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: 10 months
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: Nope T.T
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: Of coz..
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: Of coz ..我的保姆来的窝...
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: hardworking, cute, kind
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: Funny, cute, etc...
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: Of coz.. my kai mui leh..

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1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:: Angel
2. 你们认识多久呢:: 4 years
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: yes of coz
4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: 倩倩二人组
5. 你覺得他(她）的個性如何:: 很有想法，很会安排自己的时间，搞笑，友善，乐于助人,etc..
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: dancing, singing, ice-skating, talk

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問 : 當你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了你会
答 : 关门咯...==

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后，你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了，你会
答 : 说：“whao!!!”然后找毛巾给她...

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : my legs & hands

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝，泳衣你会買吗
答 : Wont

問 : 回去时，发现有其他遊客手机沒拿，你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : Nokia

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : 暂时放下烦恼、放松心情的地方

問 : 看到镜子，会不由自主的向前吗
答 : 一定会

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 是的..==

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : 倩倩二人组..^.^

問 : 有人说该減肥了，你会
答 : 就去减肥咯...

問 : 自恋，適合你吗
答 : 如果不适合我, 你们要小心点...

Taged by My Lover--Caterpillar

点名规则:
A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题， 传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了， 被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。
B. 这８个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。

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1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼？
**快乐，真心
2.最近最鬱闷的事?
**你咯! T.T
3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
**脾气坏，容易被某些事影响自己的情绪..
4.遇到喜欢的人，你是勇敢表白还是默默关注？
** 看情况咯...
5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)
** 乐于助人, 够傻婆，真心对待每个朋友
6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表
**傻婆一个 XD
7.你现在最想拥有的是什麼?
** 快乐，友善，成绩排回来时不会很差...T.T
8.你的梦想是什麼？
**出国读书，做自己想做的事
9.恋人／老公／老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼？
** erm erm ...不懂
10.覺得自己的性格是?
** 不知道哦， 你告诉我啦不如...^^
11.十年以后，你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
**平静的生活。慢慢去实现咯....==
12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什麼?
**罗马。觉得他的全部东西太cool了!
13.你为什麼要回答这些问题?
**fxxk you! XD
14. 你觉得点你名的这个人是什麼样的个性？
**傻婆到颠但却很好人...
15.什麼时候觉得孤独?
**独自在房间...
16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
**被老师讲那时....
17.请列出喜欢的饮料?
**Mango juice
18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
**都重要
19.你希望点你名的人成为你的？？
**永久的好好朋友....
20.觉得你的五官那个最好看?
**眼睛，鼻子...

被点名的家伙:
1. pei hong
2.angel
3. demon hui
4. wan chern
5. nicky
6. sit yee
7. 龙龙
8. x2JIA

taged by my qing ren - 虹

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex On The Cheek
(x) Drank Alcohol

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
() Skipped School (once, twice)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship( what?!)
() Taken Pain Killers
() Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (mayb)
() Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Played Dress Up

Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game ( haha. i think)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake (dun kill la..)

Level 10
() Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been Misunderstood

Level 11
(x) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight (whoa..i wish)

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look (yes yea yep)
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

Level 14
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
() Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying

Level 15
(x)Cried Yourself To Sleep
() Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Sang Karaoke
() Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (my big family =] )
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

Level 18
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True

Level 19
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube (haha haha)
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

Level 21
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lung
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
() Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

Level 23
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking

Level 24
( ) Played with Chickens
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been AmusedLevel 25
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Caught A Butterfly(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

Level 26
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( )Tried to hurt yourself(i love myself)

Level 27
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster (wohoo)
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

Level 28
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (omfg)
( ) Bitten Someone (been bitten ==)


Name: Low Chee Qian
Age: 16 1/2
Height: 160 T.T
Weight: the heaviest !!! XD
Birthday: 08-12-1992

What would you like to do when you're bored?
ღ computer, songs, sleep, sing , dance

Who is/are your best friends?
ღ you, you , n you ...

What is your favourite colour?
ღ PURPLE !!

When you have a problem, who would you like to share it with?
ღ my lover caterpillar, my tuition teacher

Who is your favourite teacher?
ღ No One !

In your opinion, who's a great listener to you ?
ღ Caterpillar, Angel, Pei Hong, Yu Fen

Do you think you're mean?
ღI think I am

Whom do you prefer? Kris Allen or Adam Lambert?
ღ ...==

Who is your favourite singer?
ღ Many

Whom do you think is the most talented teenager?
ღ Me !!! XD

Where would you like to go when you grow up?
ღ Everywhere over the world

Why do you like to blog?
ღ i know what's going on wit my friends, i can write something tat i can't say easily..

How many good friends do you have?
ღ you , you , you , you n you x1000

Whom do you really want to meet right now?
ღ Caterpillar, Angel, Yu fen, Pei hong, Darling JiaX2

What is your favourite song?
ღ Never say Never by The Frag(now oni )

Do you prefer singing to dancing?
ღ both ...although i'm not profesional

Are you panicking currently?
ღ Nope ...

What clothes are you wearing?
ღ T-shirt & shorts

Is your hair tied up?
ღ Nope...

Do you think you're insane?
ღ Yes, of coz

Do you think you're a spoiled brat?
ღ I think so ...

How many kids would you like to have in the future?
ღ 2

Would you like to adopt children?
ღ Don't Know

Do you prefer dogs to cats?
ღ Dogs!!!

Do you get angry easily?
ღ I think so ...

Are you upset about something?
ღ Yes!!!!

Do you hate yourself sometimes?
ღ Yup!!!! but not sometime is always ...

Do you hate anyone?
ღ Nope...

I tag:
Caterpillar
Malao Mui
Yu Fen
JiaX2
Michiko
Sit Yee
Nicky

anyone that u want^.^

自欺欺人

我不断的在为自己寻找快乐...

我不断的在为自己坚持下去..

我不断的在为自己找个借口...

我不断的在自欺欺人...

拥有了的东西就像没拥有似的...

那么我宁愿不要拥有..

免得让自己伤心..

而且我也习惯了没拥有..

因为那只不过是一线之差罢了...

但我不会埋怨&后悔我所拥有过的东西..

至于自欺欺人人

我一直都以为你对一个人好...

当他人有难时协助他们..

他人自然的就会对你好...

他人就会报答你..

但原来不是..

我一直告诉我朋友"她改过了，她真的改过了..

相信我..她真的长大了.."

但只从某件事发生之后..

一切都改变了..

原来她也只是在利用朋友...

那时我才觉得我真的是在自欺欺人...

因为我不敢面对现实...

算了,已经不重要了...

至于快乐...

在学校我真的得到很多的快乐..

但笑了一场后真的很空虚...

原来我只是做一场戏给我的朋友看..

让他们不再担心我..

这也是一种自欺欺人的行为....

周围的太多事都没去理...

真的减轻了我很多负担...

但自己的问题像山堆在脑里..

不停的想着...

我是否做错了什么?

是否要结束了?

也许结束对我来说是件好事...

谢谢陪在我身边的你们!

朋友们, 考试顺利!

p/s:我会迟点post 上你们tag 我的东西...^^